She was already at the gate, when I reached her after searching for my phone all over the hotel room. The weekend burning nostalgia and melancholy in my chest. Separation anxiety amongst them.
“Honey! I miss you already!” she answered.
“The bracelet!” I managed to blurb.
“Fuck!! Shit!!! Fuck… I´m boarding in 20 minutes. I have to have that bracelet. She´s gonna flip out.”
Duncan pushed himself away, listen
He pushed himself away because it was the only thing he knew to do
He wakes up to a sound he can´t understand
feels
The only thing you can feel
the only thing
no words describe it
just knows he needs to follow
Listen
When he wakes up
He hears a sound
His life begins this moment
waking from slumber
Listen
A voice
the only one you can hear
the only one
The one that breathes you
Surrender
Walking
in the garden of our Mother
Every flower a different friend, beauty
Let us water
and grow
together
Bloom
Her sister is getting married.
Everyone flying in for their union next week in Lisbon. Lena is the maid of honor.
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Little girl
crying mama behind a door
Mama
leaving little girl the world
Somewhere they learned to be alone
Locking the door between them
Her nudity felt vulnerable and shameful, next to his t-shirt and boxers on.
He sat there holding in a life-line. “It´ll be fine” he could have said.
Instead, he just watched her, drown in a sea of self-pity and loathing.
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Wandering for days not knowing the end
no clue how to get home
I´ve nothing but the dirty white shirt on my back and a blue handkerchief
soaked in sweat
My legs bear under the beating sun. I have to keep walking
Not think what is behind me
Hope something is ahead of me
red sun, dipping slowly across the horizon
I close my eyes and imagine the sand before me an ocean of fresh water to bathe in
Open my eyes
Keep moving
The best idea I have, fuck, the only idea I have
My breath sole companion as I wander
Hoping it will stay my friend
My wings
embraced you
beyond breaking
unable to wrap myself in their cradle
Left unheld
in a crib of self-doubt
eating fear
closing your arms even tighter
I surrendered
urging to worship
within the beauty I reside
a kiss from my Goddess begging me to fly
Have you ever heard
your heart racing in your chest
breath calming it down
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